Author Archives: Express. Create.

Letter to self

I hear you. I see you. I value you. I will not silence you. I will not turn my back on you. I will not treat you as if you are insignificant. I hold you. I uplift you. I pick you up when you fall down. I let you cry and I dry your tears. […]

Stuck in a dark place… There is light…

I just realized I’m not in that dark place anymore There is light around If I can focus on it I can see it more clearly.

Somewhere… Somehow…

So much to say…. So little heard… You were my favorite part of this whole year… There were moments… you made me want to live forever…. You gave me smiles… connection… laughter…. Now where… Are you there… No where… Somewhere… I know you care… Somehow… Now feels like a forever that I don’t want to […]

sad bc I miss you.

Damn I’m sad bc I miss you. When I contemplated how I’d take my life, you left my side. Surely that was the end of our story my friend. I held on for dear life, shedding the tears left and right, took every bit of strength I own to pick myself up off the floor. […]

The Show Must Go On

“The Show Must Go On” -Queen

Be Somebody Who Makes Everybody Feel Like Somebody

“Be somebody who makes everybody feel like somebody” – unknown

More alone now than I’ve ever been.

At this point, my mental illness has driven all my friends away. There is no one to show me love. I’m feeling tremendous guilt. Like no one deserves a mess like me and maybe I am undeserving of the love I need to flourish. At this point, I am shutting down. This blog, my only […]